Eminem — Say Goodbye Hollywood - текст песни

[Verse 1]
I thought I had it all figured out, I did
I thought I was tough enough to stick it out with Kim
But I wasn′t tough enough to juggle two things at once
I found myself layin′ on my knees in cuffs
Which should′ve been a reason enough, for me to get my stuff and just leave
How come I couldn′t see this shit myself, it′s just me
Nobody couldn′t see the shit I felt
Knowin′ damn well she wasn′t gonna be there when I fell, to catch me
The minute shit was heated she just bailed
i′m standin′ here swingin′ on like thirty people by myself
I couldn′t even see the millimetere when it fell
Turned around saw Gary stashin′ the heater in his belt
Saw the bouncers rush him and beat him to the ground
I just sold two million records, I don′t need to go to jail
I′m not about to lose my freedom over no female
I need to slow down
Try to get my feet on solid ground, so for now i′m…

[CHORUS]

[Verse 2]
Bury my face in comic books, cause I don′t want to look
At nothin′, this world′s too much
I′ve swallowed all I could
If I could swallow a bottle of tylenol I would, and end it for good
Just say goodbye to Hollywood
I probably should, these problems are piling all at once
Cause everything that bothers me, I got it bottled up
I think i′m bottomin′ out
But i′m not about to give up, I gotta get up
Thank God, I got a little girl
And I′m a responsible father
So not a lot of good, i′d be to my daughter layin′ in the bottom of the mud
Must be in my blood cause I don′t know how I do it
All I know is I don′t want to follow in the footsteps of my dad
Cause I hate him so bad
The worst fear that I had was growin′ up to be like his fuckin′ ass, man
If you could understand why I am the way that I am
What do I say to my fans, when I tell ′em i′m…

[CHORUS]

[Verse 3]
I don′t wanna quit, but shit, I feel like this is it
For me to have this much appeal like this is sick
This is not a game, this fame, in real life this is sick
Publicity stunt my ass, conceal my fuckin′ dick
Fuck the guns, i′m done, i′ll never look at gats
If I scrap, i′ll scrap like I ain′t never whooped some ass
I love my fans
But no one ever puts a grasp on the fact i′ve sacrificed everything I have
I never dreamt i′d get to the level that i′m at, this is whack
This is more than I ever could of asked
everywhere I go, a hat, a sweater hood, or mask
What about math, how come I wasn′t ever good at that
It′s like the boy in the bubble, who never could adapt, i′m trapped
If I could go back, I never woulda rapped
I sold my soul to the devil, i′ll never get it back
I just wanna leave this game with level head intact
Imagine goin′ from bein′ a no one to seein′,
everything blow up and all you did was just grow
up emceeing
It′s fuckin′ crazy
Cause all I wanted was to give Hailie the life I never had
But instead I forced us to live alienated, so i′m sayin′…

[CHORUS]

[Outro]
Goodbye, goodbye Hollywood, {Goodbye},
please don′t cry for me, when i′m gone for good, {this shit is not for me},
so goodbye, goodbye Hollywood,
{i′m not a fuckin′ star}, please don′t cry
for me, when I′m gone for good, {i′m goin′ back home}…